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I choose defeat; I walk away – and leave this place the same today…

  Go figure. Last post I made was lamenting about my weight, self-loathing, etc. Several months later, here I am, embarking on my 3rd week of treatment.  I’m in intensive outpatient therapy for my eating disorder.  Binge Eating Disorder (BED).  Compulsive/Emotional … Continue reading

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Grumble, grumble, chomp, chomp.

I’m sleeping more these days.  Not when I should (nighttime), but naps. I’d rather flop down on the couch and nap than face the world.  I’m gaining weight so rapidly.  I can’t really be bothered to do my hair.  I’m … Continue reading

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Baby steps…

I haven’t done a lot of writing lately.  I haven’t done a lot of anything lately.  Except eating.  I’m up 6 pounds in a month. To my credit, I’ve done a lot more walking, jogging, and general work-out type things. … Continue reading

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Stomp (out the stigma)!

  (The motto of the walk is Stomp Out the Stigma of Mental Illness…and for whatever reason, it made me think of the song “Stomp” from back in the day!)       Yesterday, I did a 5K, for the … Continue reading

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Tell me where it hurts

So yesterday was a little scary. As anyone who knows me knows, I am a panicky stress case.  I’ve had a history of panic attacks and generalized anxiety since I was in high school.  It’s gotten worse over the years, … Continue reading

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Tosh point blah, whatever.

Honestly, I could not give a fuck about this Tosh/Rape thing.  All though, it’s got me all riled up, so I guess I do care.  The world is in a huge kerfuffle about it (god, I’ve been dying to use … Continue reading

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And I’m about to break…

First of all, can we please just take a moment to observe how absolutely adorably young Linkin Park looks in this video?  Oh, youth. This week was probably the worst I’ve had at work in the 4 years I’ve been … Continue reading

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