Crabapple

I don’t like when I’m angry all the time; when I’m snippy.  When I’m manic and irritable, too quick to take offense and cry.

It’s all too much.  I’m working too much, I’m working OUT too much, I’m eating too much and I’m drinking too much.

I’m not sleeping enough, I’m not relaxing enough, I’m not enjoying enough.  I have too much of not enough.

In with the bad, and the good is nowhere to be found.

I’m an annoying little bitch right now.  I hate it.  I hate ME right now.

I’m sorry if I make you angry, or I annoy you.  Trust me, I’m annoying myself even more.

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About meredithelaine

thirty-something. karaoke diva. just trying to get by.
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