Monthly Archives: September 2010

The closer I get to you…

So I realized today… …that I’m just about approaching the 6-months-until-I-get-married mark. HOLY SHIT. I have a LOT of work to do.  I have to get logistics of entertainment taken care of, work on the decor, cake design, flowers, get … Continue reading

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WEEEEEEP

I just sent an old picture to a friend of mine, to cheer her up. I am so thin in the picture, and my hair is so long. I want to fucking CRY.  And punch myself in the face for … Continue reading

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Written randomly, yesterday

if i spoke the truth would you still love me if i even knew what that truth was would you abandon me . i am frightened of getting older afraid of being a terrible mother: unable to afford to keep … Continue reading

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Is it flu season? I don’t even know!

All I DO know, is that I’ve been feeling like crap since Saturday afternoon.  Sore throat, congestion, aches, chills, sweating…yeah it’s a good time. I’ve been eating (too much) mostly soups and drinking more water than I ever thought possible. … Continue reading

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UGH.

I can’t even deal with the drama and stupid BS that people are spitting these days.   I’m biting my tongue, to avoid feeding into it all. Not that it’s typically my style to actually say anything anyway.

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Out with the old…

Today I went through 3 huge, overflowing garbage bags of clothes that I’ve been holding on to about 4 years or so.   You know, the “I swear, someday, I’ll fit back into these” clothes. I pared it down to … Continue reading

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Crabapple

I don’t like when I’m angry all the time; when I’m snippy.  When I’m manic and irritable, too quick to take offense and cry. It’s all too much.  I’m working too much, I’m working OUT too much, I’m eating too … Continue reading

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